Hmmmmmmmm Owwwwwww

It's official.  I'm sick.  My head feels like it's trying to implode and explode at the exact same time.  I'm at home, on the couch with my three biggest admirers, Shovel, Scoop and Patti, and I get to whimper all I want.  I have this thing I do when I'm sick.  It's pathetic really.  I've done it since childhood when I used to have excruciating ear aches and my mom would blow cigarette smoke in my ear. Yeah, I know, I probably have second hand eardrum cancer from it, but it eased the pain and my mommy knew what she was doing.  Anyway, I would always hum when I had earaches.  A kind of way to scratch the insides of my ears using my vocal cords.  So now, if I don't feel well, people know, because I have begun to hum.  I can't even imagine how fucking annoying it must be to those around me to hear me "whine", because yessss, my humming sounds way more like whining than anything melodic.  But ya know what, I don't care. :(  I'm sick.  And it makes me feel better to audibly release the pain.  Crying just makes my head hurt worse.  So, ho hummmmmmmm.  I'm sick.